Unrequited 2

This is actually one of my first performance pieces but it seems so appropriate right now. I don't think it reads as well as when it is heard, either way there is something about it i like. If you are wondering why unrequited 2. I did this after i heard a young lady Monica Rose, do a piece she called unrequited. You could call this a remix.

Unrequited 2
I, I, I, I, don’t know how I feel about u
I know I care about u.
I don’t know how I care about u but ….. I care about u,
I wanna kick it with u, but ….. I don’t really want u,
I can’t even say I don’t want u, cause I do,
I just don’t how I want u ,
Someway I feel like to u I am bound,
It’s like wherever I am I want u around,
I been waiting to find a girl, then u came along and I don’t think the girl I want is the girl I found
First I thought we were friends,
we weren’t tight but we were friends,
I would see u and say hey, and that was it,
Then I realized when I saw u I wanted to make sure u saw me,
Then I made sure when u saw me we would talk,
But u just didn’t want to talk, first it was a hug,
Then we would talk, but it felt more than talking,
Cause u would like hold on to my sleeve,
Or we would hug and u would just stay there and talk,
And I am thinking, what is going on,
Like really what’s going on,
But it didn’t feel right talking to u about it,
I just didn’t see anything between me and u fit,
It should feel right,
Not that there was anything wrong, it just didn’t feel right,
I thought u weren’t my type,
But I was happy whenever u were in sight,
Then I am thinking u know how I feel,
But u act like u don’t or even if u do, u act like the way I feel ain’t real,
Believe it or not around u I am shy,
I want to talk to u about it but I can’t,
So I carry u on my mind till I get to bed,
I guess I have no choice but to keep my feelings Unrequited